A - Annoyance: Knowing I have to get up tomorrow morning B - Best Quality: Freaky C - Choice Of Meat: Chicken D - Dream Date: I think it's going to be my buffday. E - End of your life (when do you want it to come?): When I've finished doing what I do. F - Favorite Food: Chocolate G - Greatest Accomplishment: Surviving my teenage years. H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Ummm... I - Internal conflicts: yes J- Joke : I love joke K - Knowles : Last name of Beyonce one of my fave singer L - Love: Is just a temporary in-balance of hormones. M - Most Valued Thing I Own: I couldn't possibly choose! N - Name: Uwie (but my surname is a secret!) O - Outfit You Love: ?? P - Pizza Toppings: Yummy Q - Question you want to ask: Can I have some money, please? R- ??? : Sud I tell ya S - Schatzi: I love this word! T - Television Movie : MARS U - Unique habit: I've got lost of habits, not sure if any of them are unique though. W - Winter: Brrrr! Y - Yelling : I don`t like ppl yelling on me Z- Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius!
A lot has been happening in my life right now. I don't really know what to say about it all. Most of you know by now, and some of you don't. Maybe I'm changing again. I don't really know. I'm trying to be so many things, and in the end I turn out like the same person I always have been. Is this good? Bad? I don't know what I want. I am so confused. I really am just... yeah.Some people don't know what makes me happy!
Sometimes everyone needs to be alone.
Sometimes I need time to think.
Sometimes I cry for no reason.
Sometimes I cry because I am alone.
Sometimes I cut because I feel like I am worthless.
Have you ever missed someone so bad it felt like part of you was missing?
Right now...I am feeling horrible. It is times like this when I have time to actually think that I notice the pain. You'd think after so much time the pain would have at least dulled a little...but it hasnt. It still hurts as much, if not more, today than it did that first day. I dont like this, but there is really nothing I can do about it. I just have to learn to live with it and hope that maybe someday it goes away...